January 2009
35 posts
“Which happens a lot now that I’m all man-pretty.”
– James Lee’s excuse to everything in life now that he’s all ‘man-pretty’
Peter Dooney.
He’s my boss Boss. And today I was not good enough for this man. My hair was too messy. Then my shirt was too casual. And lets not forget that I was asked for help by a customer only to give away my reward because someone else had helped her and failed before.
I woke up with an extradinary attitude. Then I walked to work and had a hellish day. Then I came home, dolled myself up and the...
“I love that you get cold when it’s 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an...”
– When Harry Met Sally (via littlemiss)
“Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why...”
– (via littlemiss)
“Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of...”
– (via littlemiss)
“Some things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Love has a way of...”
– (via littlemiss)
Inspired from a show.
You made that little girl believe she couldn’t trust another person in her life…for too long. She was scared to hug her own father because of what you did. She grew up believing it was ok to not be the favorite, or the best because of what you did. She grew up losing hope in every single person that stepped into her life. She grew up thinking she could just assume she knew what...
“True love means: I will stand by you, support you, and love you no matter what...”
– (via littlemiss)
I suppose this should be some sort of mantra I keep in my head…
“No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend,...”
– Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby) (via thresca)
“I feel like singing the world to you.”
– one of the sweetest things ever said.
I don't think anyone will understand this lol
I don’t know what it is…but no matter what you guys always come back together. And it’s nobody else’s doing. You two just kind of come back to eachother on your own. And I have a feeling that even if he lived on the other side of the world, that wouldn’t make a difference.
I just feel empty without him. Like something’s missing. Things just don’t seem to...
A Thank You
I’m not going to say things bother me when they don’t. I’m done being childish with us. You and me are two different people. I’ve let myself assume you preferred this or wanted that…without ever really asking you. Yesterday I said what I felt. Scared of your reaction. And you stood there like a totally different person in my eyes. We had an arguement! You and me. We...
“I love you in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me. ” — Grey’s Anatomy
I totally get this. Not now. But I did. A long time ago. haha…oh the memories.
Harsh Valeska speaks :)
Valeska: And if I catch her staring at you again I'll do this ::glares::
James: You'll do what?
Valeska: This! ::glares::
James: lol...I love you.
Valeska: I'm a little upset at you for laughing at me so I don't feel like saying it back.
James: That hurts.
Valeska: Yea well that's life.
At dinner
James: You don't know what you are talking about child.
Valeska: No you don't know...
James: ::sticks hand infront of Valeska's face:: Hush!
Valeska: ::punches James::
Edwin: Si me voy y no regreso...los voy a extrañiar mucho.
Valeska: ::smiles::
Bittersweet reality
Let Freedom ring.
But God knows I’m gonna miss that boy.
“We’re not in love. But that doesn’t mean we don’t love...”
– A stronger girl :)
Edwin
He was sitting on my driveway. He was talking on the phone. I walked in to give him privacy and heard him start to cry. I hugged him instantly and heard him say, “I don’t deserve this.” I sat him down and let him talk. I thought I was just going to let him unwind. But the more he talked, the more I cried.
When I was in High School I wanted to help everyone. I wanted to be your...
Note(s) to self.
You like blue roses. You want a star named after you and to have the closest star next to yours named after the man you someday will fall in love with. You want to fall in love. You want a Range Rover someday. You want to snorkel over reefs. You want writing to be part of your line of work. You are very opinionated. You don’t care what any one thinks about you. You love giving people gifts....
one step at a time
Almost there. At least I admitted something tonight. Or tried. No…at least I tried to admit something. I didn’t really come close to what I was trying to say but this time words actually flowed out of me. I will get there. Slowly but surely.
And I’m not scared. I was. For too long I was. But I’m not anymore. I don’t know exactly what I’m trying to accomplish by...
“Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire...”
– The perfect quote for yours truly.
“It’s never too late to realize what’s important in your life and to fight for it”
– blogger
“Perverted love or lust not only devalues a person, but it will also slowly...”
– withoutlove
Connection.
Sometimes you come across people and you just connect. You match. So you become friends. Or best friends. Or lovers. Or married. Or room-mates. Or partners.
Sometimes you lose that connection. So you stop talking. Or breakup. Or stop be lovers. Or divorce. Or move out. Or drop a deal.
In my life, there are certain people I don’t want to connect with. And there are those that I want to stay...
2 weeks ago.
Him: Were you upset with me today?
Me: um...no..?
Him: Oh.
Me: Why?
Him: I don't know...I didn't feel connected to you. You were right next to me...but far away at the same time.
Me: That sounds horrible.
Oh, the way that gravity pulls on you and me
Here was my day in a quicky ;)
-7:30am: shower, hair, James&Lori, Tracer, church
-11:40am: Straighten hair, legs, dress, work
-1:00pm: Dooney til 9:00pm Krystal does makeup somewhere in between.
-9:40pm: Kobe with my Dooney people, yum yum!, Yoshi, Drunk Taira, Happy Diane, Hater Hicham, Secret santa Francisco, Gift to Trishaaa, Cakes to Taira&Hicham, Paparazzi Liseth, Dancing...
What a recession does to us lol
We’re in a recession. Key West just can’t be done. Clearwater, however, is an entirely different story ;)
Not my day
Maybe I just need to realize that it’s not my day. Maybe I need to be expecting cliche’s. Maybe I need to stop expecting that I’ll get anything that grand. I mean…it’s just a day.
It’s not that I’m disappointed. It’s that I didn’t prepare myself for the obvious lol. I should know by now to just take it all one step at a time. Getting ahead of...
“At times when you feel like you don’t belong, just keep in mind that maybe...”
– Thresca Blog. For you.
To you. From me.
I want to change your life. I want to show you the good things. I want you to understand the world around you. I want you to be heard. I want them to stop stereo-typing(?) you. I want you to succeed. I want you to get respect. I know you are better than that. I know you have it in you. I need you to see what you’re worth. I want you to have faith. I want you to be thankful. I want you to...
This is what discouragement is...
Why? Because it’s about feeling safe. It’s about feeling at home. It’s about feeling like you belong right there. So when that is gone…there’s a feeling of lost. And lonelieness. And cold. And insecurity. No difference from beginning to end.
Without it…all there’s left is an empty feeling. Praying. Praying. And more praying. With tears and break downs....